Laura

Laura

Laura...

I love you. You, along with Tess and Dawn, are probably the only three people I'd enjoy spending life with I'm not talking marrige, I'm saying if I had the possability of taking three people to an island with me, you guys would be them. Then you'd be mad at me for taking you away from everyone, but you get my drift. I miss you, and I have an empty feeling when I don't get the converstations I desire with you. I hope I get to talk to you again soon. No matter what happens, you'll always be apart of me and inside me heart. *huggers* I love yea! Hope you and J are still together and doing ok. :P You made a cute couple!

-Laura-

hope ta hear from you soon

and if you cant find a slipknot one, i also like tool :o)

talk to you soon hopefully *huggz*

i cant even begin to say how much everything ment to me

sometimes sorry isnt enough

i love the song on the tape

i love the hat

im not very good with my words like you are

life is too short to waste feeling that way

i know exactly how you feel

i worry about you you know

yeah you definently have some travisness going on there

hello to u too :P

always showin up in the stupidest places

youve always been a great friend to me

they have eeyore on em..and are purple..*L*

i still like ya

*s* id love that, a note..

The Strait Pin

"I break down and start to cry,

pray quietly to some kind of god, 'Why can't I die?'.

Leave this world full of pain behind,

find a place elsewhere, that is truely mine.

Slip slowly into a sleep littered with troublesome dreams,

wake up with a start, try not to scream.

Turn on some music to calm the racing of my heart,

raging, pounding, as though it might blow apart.

"Sit down on the floor, music ringing in my ears,

try to focus on the pin through all of my tears.

Run it slowly back and forth, down my leg again and again,

the pain is there but doesn't set in.

The sound of scraping away layers of flesh,

remains in my mind, disinct and fresh.

Turn up the music, trying to drown it out,

go back to cutting, my mind filling with thoughts of doubt.

"'Will this make me feel better?', I don't know,

what the hell, I'll give it a go.

See the blood starting to trickle down my leg,

I'm sure this will save me from my grave.

Bright red, beautiful, warm and wet,

a feeling of life, something I don't want to forget.

Clean it up quickly, go back to bed,

thoughts of 'what have I just done' running through my head.

"Wake up in the morning, no light shinning in,

eyes go directly back, to another strait pin."

My Sexy Laura, Sept 20, 2001

-Heavenly Knght-

Hey, i waited for you to get online tonight

I missed you.

almost seems I need to talk to you

Travy (remember, that name means your special!)

Periecings arent my bag. :( but if you and J like em, I bet it looks sexy! ;)

be sure to tell them that it's just travis sending you your christmas/valentines/mother's day gift!

Is your toe ok?

I enjoy every word you babble

I'm glad my experience with the tylenol made you laugh

That song will always belong to you,

Love you, stay strong. *huggers*

and thought about you

You're the only person I really enjoy talking to. I suppose some things never change

They don't treat me like you do

you are in my heart

I'll always be here for you whenever you need a shoulder or someone to let your anger out on.

That's why I'm here. For you...

If you remember, Laura, these passages, that'd be great. These, as was the ones from Dawn and Tess, were taken directly from conversations and emails we've had. For the four years I've known you, I've come to love, cherish, and respect you, your individualty, and your opinions. Your strength, intellect, and beauty are rivaled by few. And you earn lots of gold stars for that. Remember, I'm still here waiting for you. And I'll continue to do so. Always. I apologize if there is anything on here you didn't want... Let me know and I'll gladly remove it. *huggs* And by the way, the music to this is "It's Your Love" by Tim McGraw. It doesn't sound very much like it... but hey... :) Gimme credit, I'm running outa midis!

And here's your song, sweety!

Drift Off To Dream - Travis Tritt

I sit here surrounded by people and lights

Alone with my drink at the bar

You've been here forever, so clear in my mind

I just don't know where you are

I know I'll find you but girl 'til I do

This is my love song for you

Chorus:

Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moon

While the wind through the willows plays us a tune

We can lie on a blanket, out back in the yard

And wish for our future on a faraway star

You'll feel the passion as time after time

I press your sweet lips to mine

Then we'll dance to the radio, right up 'til dawn

'Til you drift off to dream in my arms

You might be hundreds or more miles away

Or you might be just down the street

But there'll be a hunger deep in your eyes

That I'll recognize when we meet

It might take hours or it might take years

But this is the song you will hear

Chorus